Happy 3th month anniversary!

Happy 3th month anniversary girl. Love u lots. Well.. maybe u won't know bout this.. or read bout this here.. but nvm.. i`ll still write it out... It's been quite tough on us. and i duno why u keep having doubts .. not sure. maybe u are feelin that i`m cheatin u.. but i`m not. cause i do love u lots. If i did, i would have had already ditch u aside and don't bother u anymore. Well.. sometimes i`m scared of u.. sometimes i`m just so scared that i just hope that u would change your emo. U change fast girl.. i can tell.. i know u can.. Emotional and all.. it's your character.. i don blame u for that. : ] I got my own faults also. and i know it's alot.. i`m changing also. so.. pls.. forgive me for wat i did in the past that hurt u till i made u cried till no tears. I really hope that we can stay long together and things will change a lot for the better for us. really.. i really want us to bond together again. happy 3rd anniversary girl. l.u : ]
Alright.. today went to sentosa... shiok ar.. startin already.. went there find pksg/pktb all of them were so great in flipping.. join in a while.. nazir and hakeem helped me did backflip.. but i still can't find my "leanback" motion. frontflip.. got the motion.. but not fast and high enough.. damn... i suck at this.. but i can tell u.. i`m not givin up so easily.. haha... alright.
ok then went back with kw and ct.. everyone dip into the ocean . so coolin and nice.. haha.. talk cock and played some volleyball and soccer.. great fun for them.. well.. i was missing U like a lot and i was like sian 1/2 . Got sunburned. OuCh.* yarrp.. had fun.. but could be better if she was here.. : [ . Nevermind.. ha.
Ok.. bill. 136bucks to pay before 28. i only got 30 now. ok.. i plannin to pay bout 50. and delay.. cause i have not been saving much recently.. but i will of course.. ha.Homework.. i got to do them by sunday. i will.. cause i want to. i don want to give teacher anymore bad impression anymore.. so irritating... everyday only pick on me.. so shitty.. haixz.. why is the teacher so biased on girls side.. damn. this suck.
It's gd to have fun once in a while with bout 15 peepz.. hope will and can have gatherins more in the future. Well.. I just can't bear losing them.
Ok.. utopia.. shitty.. KD died. had to start again. nvm.. i think i`ll stick with my T/M . Easy and better.
Parkour.I just slip doin a normal vault with very little platform to stand.. lucky i didn;t bail that bad. Looks like i need to pratice more.. but no time. i think i got to stop also. really got to stop.
Basketball.. Alumni Springfield won broadrick sec 63-53. i think. well they told me it was 10 points. i don care. cause we won! alright.. i was the one makin most mistakes in the 1st quarter. So nervous and didn't know what i was doing... i will change that. can't afford to be nervous. damn. i suck. got to improve.
Alright.. i think it's enough for now.. take care peeps.. happy gd friday.lol.. nightx!

so long..........

arr.... it's been a long time since i blog!!! shitty... now's the march holidays... hmm got to enjoy it... well.. but first.. need to settle homework! arr!! stress ar!!! O level chinese coming!! sian... need to study.. haha.... my CA results.. sucks!! Cause i nv study.. + some class test i nv take.. (*&#@(^$(*@#^($ 4 F9 + 1 c6 and b4 .... lol.. really need to get cracking.. yup yup!! ok.. yesterday had training.. SPringfield alumni training.. haha!! 6 ppl come down.. shitty .. lol.. well.. did normal training.. then did frog jumps.. damn.. now having thigh cramps.. haha.. but gd.. make me jump higher.... haha...
Ok.. afternooon , got PK SESSION ! wooo.. it was total great fun man... the new guys + some senior guys like hatta , fagan... and some promising traceurs like hakeem.. dart.. haha.. + some guy who did a vid on us !! woo.. can't wait for the vid to come!!! haha.. Gd day yesterday.. no big bails... woo..
Today.. hmm.. slept all the way till 2pm.. when paula called me 14 times and i totally screw up like fuck.. slp like a fucking dog can't wake up.. duhz... Sorry.. sweetie.. my phone was in silent mode and i didn't pick it up.. really screw up.. sorry girl.. but i enjoyed it.. i hope u had fun.. : ] Don't worry about your school.. u will definitly have a better life and a better and promising future.. i LOVE u!!!!
Alright.. tml morning... go eat then temple with bryan.. then afternoon.. meet the guys go queensway see shoe i think.. yup yup.. then evening maybe go meet up with paula to have a talk or dinner or something.. haha! not workin! lol!
Well... recently got crazy over with a pair of shoe... actually... is 2 pairs.... they are totally awesome man!! jordan 20 and vince carter 4 ( vc IV ) woo.. just totally love it..
Hehe... just now waited for bryan... so long nv see him.. thought of having a gd chat.. and came over to my house to use com for a while! haha!! Miss the times where we go and have supper at the coffee shop man! haha!!
Alright... i think that's enough for now... not much to update either... gonna add some frds on frdster... looks like i`m outdated..lol.. add me on frdster !!! xuheng26@hotmail.com !!! haha... ok.. take care people! nightZ!!!!!!!!!

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Yarrp... got a small jam with zee , kadir and krew. They all were awesome. Drops , gaps , vaults .. everything.. i would love to jam with them again man.. well.. dropping from a shelter roof sounds easy.. well.. kinda hard for me .. first time.. but the feeling is so damn shiok!!!!! then jumping over a railing with a small gap.. was kinda shaky .. but i did it!!! shiok!!!! Thanks to all of them man.. u all rock! keep on rocking. Zee.. keep doing pk and don't be scared lah. Where your balls.. haha...

Finally... HAPPY 2nd Aniversary!!!! woo woo!! it's 25th again! :] i hope we will enjoy the day later sweetie. I love u! Get well soon ya? drink loads of water.. don't fall sick!!!! see u tml!!!!! bye!!!!!!

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so long since i updated my blog.. ok.. i`ll try to make it a long one.. .well it;s 10.22pm.. tml got common test math and SS.. today had science and eng.. science sure fail.. eng can make it.. studied SS a little.. math haven ... well.. guess i`m gonna test myself see my knowledge can help me score how much without studying..
sports heats... me , asznawi , farhan , asri.. 3 of them run so fast.. starter me.. well.. i lead others .. nt bad... but i pass the baton wrongly.. asz fell down... sigh.. asri dropped baton.. sigh.. can't blame the faults.. it's god.. lol.. nv helped us.. totally screwed man.. see like that 5a getting in and not us.. so fucking irritated.. if got a rerun.. i would say we have the potential to beat 5a.. hmmm... 12 X 50 also got last.. haha.. duno why.. the rest is up to taufik , fairi , syzwan on their singles run.. hope they win. : ] buck up dudes!! Well.. tml get class T shirts! wee~ hope it will be very nice..
Well.. my sweetie.. dearie... go camp 3 days.. ps me.. boo hoo.. haha.. miss u so much ya know that...and we didnt spend some gd quality time together.. so short.. i wish we had more time together.. well.. i can't wait to see u on tuesday night when ya come back.. missing u day by day girl! love u!
Hmm.. fadli job's maybe tough.. but gd money.. i`m gonna try it on sat.. hope i don get in tampines area.. if not paiseh.. haha.. i need cash now man.. pay bills.. pay tys.. buy some fuckin pens and needy things for myself. sian..
Well.. le parkour.. hmm.. in the sunday times.. go read it all u wankers. Well.. i bet sure got alot traceurs popping out of nowhere into the forums.. some may do it for trend.. some may do it for hao lian.. i duno them.. i do it for myself.. basketball is my passion.. parkour is my best friend. i can't live seeing the urban playgrounds so bored.. haha.. talking bout pk.. my eng compo today i talk about parkour.. hope can help me pass.. haha..
damn.. i miss the times with plod , hyder , zeek , zee , frinch , torch , angela and other cool ass traceurs man... they totally rock my world with their laughter and KOOLNESS!!! woo hooO!.. sigh.. the gd old times.. haha.. miss them..
Well.. i think that's it for now.. will update soon.. ya right soon.. lol.. take care peepz.. enjoy and gd bye! !!!! ! !!

right knee joint can't move. didn't go school. mum told me was slping.. didn't turn.. blood clot at there.. ... well .. anyway.. i love your smell sweetie.. hehe. springfield lost to dunman 13 - 40. well it was our first match. kan jiong.. and they don know what their playin from my point of view. well. i didn';t know what i was doin.. first quarter got 5 fouls out already. well.. they could'nt have lost so much without me. damn. well. just gotta improve. next match. friday 1 pm 28-1-05 at AHS . springfield v.s cheung cheng hmm.. i heard they got a 188 center. looking forward to wack the shit out of him. maybe get him crippled is a good thing. or elbow his eye let it bleed.. hmm.. will see how.. ok.. got to slp. tml school. can't miss anymore .. well.. anoymous i can tell u that i will def last more then 3 months... and thanks. i got to have confidence in myself also. well. that's it. ok. i duno what hwk. die. nvm. hehe. bye!

selamat hari raya again... he.. first match.. monday .. AHS 4pm Springfield v.s Dunman. well.. do my very best though. I play for my passion. I don't play to win. I just want to enjoy it. Good luck to me. chaoz.

Getting jersey tml. training should be me only.. ct and others got work.. hmm.. jia you ar.

My sweetie ... having first game on wens. Work hard girl. i love u. i`ll be there to watch ya. : ] don't be confuse or i should say try not to be. we can work this out together ya? problems are just part of our lives. We need to learn on how to solve it like maths and debate it like social studies. Let's get a new fresh start.

Hmm.. recently very sian.teacher all fuck up.. nv come school. free periods. suck.. cannot learn.. after interschool competition.. i should be able to stop slacking and start study liao. now still slack abit.. sian.

alright. i think i`ll go and slp. gd night world.