I`m taken. :]

Happy 3th month anniversary!

2005-03-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 3th month anniversary girl. Love u lots. Well.. maybe u won't know bout this.. or read bout this here.. but nvm.. i`ll still write it out... It's been quite tough on us. and i duno why u keep having doubts .. not sure. maybe u are feelin that i`m cheatin u.. but i`m not. cause i do love u lots. If i did, i would have had already ditch u aside and don't bother u anymore. Well.. sometimes i`m scared of u.. sometimes i`m just so scared that i just hope that u would change your emo. U change fast girl.. i can tell.. i know u can.. Emotional and all.. it's your character.. i don blame u for that. : ] I got my own faults also. and i know it's alot.. i`m changing also. so.. pls.. forgive me for wat i did in the past that hurt u till i made u cried till no tears. I really hope that we can stay long together and things will change a lot for the better for us. really.. i really want us to bond together again. happy 3rd anniversary girl. l.u : ]
Alright.. today went to sentosa... shiok ar.. startin already.. went there find pksg/pktb all of them were so great in flipping.. join in a while.. nazir and hakeem helped me did backflip.. but i still can't find my "leanback" motion. frontflip.. got the motion.. but not fast and high enough.. damn... i suck at this.. but i can tell u.. i`m not givin up so easily.. haha... alright.
ok then went back with kw and ct.. everyone dip into the ocean . so coolin and nice.. haha.. talk cock and played some volleyball and soccer.. great fun for them.. well.. i was missing U like a lot and i was like sian 1/2 . Got sunburned. OuCh.* yarrp.. had fun.. but could be better if she was here.. : [ . Nevermind.. ha.
Ok.. bill. 136bucks to pay before 28. i only got 30 now. ok.. i plannin to pay bout 50. and delay.. cause i have not been saving much recently.. but i will of course.. ha.Homework.. i got to do them by sunday. i will.. cause i want to. i don want to give teacher anymore bad impression anymore.. so irritating... everyday only pick on me.. so shitty.. haixz.. why is the teacher so biased on girls side.. damn. this suck.
It's gd to have fun once in a while with bout 15 peepz.. hope will and can have gatherins more in the future. Well.. I just can't bear losing them.
Ok.. utopia.. shitty.. KD died. had to start again. nvm.. i think i`ll stick with my T/M . Easy and better.
Parkour.I just slip doin a normal vault with very little platform to stand.. lucky i didn;t bail that bad. Looks like i need to pratice more.. but no time. i think i got to stop also. really got to stop.
Basketball.. Alumni Springfield won broadrick sec 63-53. i think. well they told me it was 10 points. i don care. cause we won! alright.. i was the one makin most mistakes in the 1st quarter. So nervous and didn't know what i was doing... i will change that. can't afford to be nervous. damn. i suck. got to improve.
Alright.. i think it's enough for now.. take care peeps.. happy gd friday.lol.. nightx!

so long..........

2005-03-14T02:09:00.000+08:00

arr.... it's been a long time since i blog!!! shitty... now's the march holidays... hmm got to enjoy it... well.. but first.. need to settle homework! arr!! stress ar!!! O level chinese coming!! sian... need to study.. haha.... my CA results.. sucks!! Cause i nv study.. + some class test i nv take.. (*&#@(^$(*@#^($ 4 F9 + 1 c6 and b4 .... lol.. really need to get cracking.. yup yup!! ok.. yesterday had training.. SPringfield alumni training.. haha!! 6 ppl come down.. shitty .. lol.. well.. did normal training.. then did frog jumps.. damn.. now having thigh cramps.. haha.. but gd.. make me jump higher.... haha...
Ok.. afternooon , got PK SESSION ! wooo.. it was total great fun man... the new guys + some senior guys like hatta , fagan... and some promising traceurs like hakeem.. dart.. haha.. + some guy who did a vid on us !! woo.. can't wait for the vid to come!!! haha.. Gd day yesterday.. no big bails... woo..
Today.. hmm.. slept all the way till 2pm.. when paula called me 14 times and i totally screw up like fuck.. slp like a fucking dog can't wake up.. duhz... Sorry.. sweetie.. my phone was in silent mode and i didn't pick it up.. really screw up.. sorry girl.. but i enjoyed it.. i hope u had fun.. : ] Don't worry about your school.. u will definitly have a better life and a better and promising future.. i LOVE u!!!!
Alright.. tml morning... go eat then temple with bryan.. then afternoon.. meet the guys go queensway see shoe i think.. yup yup.. then evening maybe go meet up with paula to have a talk or dinner or something.. haha! not workin! lol!
Well... recently got crazy over with a pair of shoe... actually... is 2 pairs.... they are totally awesome man!! jordan 20 and vince carter 4 ( vc IV ) woo.. just totally love it..
Hehe... just now waited for bryan... so long nv see him.. thought of having a gd chat.. and came over to my house to use com for a while! haha!! Miss the times where we go and have supper at the coffee shop man! haha!!
Alright... i think that's enough for now... not much to update either... gonna add some frds on frdster... looks like i`m outdated..lol.. add me on frdster !!! xuheng26@hotmail.com !!! haha... ok.. take care people! nightZ!!!!!!!!!

Smiles

2005-02-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Yarrp... got a small jam with zee , kadir and krew. They all were awesome. Drops , gaps , vaults .. everything.. i would love to jam with them again man.. well.. dropping from a shelter roof sounds easy.. well.. kinda hard for me .. first time.. but the feeling is so damn shiok!!!!! then jumping over a railing with a small gap.. was kinda shaky .. but i did it!!! shiok!!!! Thanks to all of them man.. u all rock! keep on rocking. Zee.. keep doing pk and don't be scared lah. Where your balls.. haha...

Finally... HAPPY 2nd Aniversary!!!! woo woo!! it's 25th again! :] i hope we will enjoy the day later sweetie. I love u! Get well soon ya? drink loads of water.. don't fall sick!!!! see u tml!!!!! bye!!!!!!

SIGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2005-02-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

so long since i updated my blog.. ok.. i`ll try to make it a long one.. .well it;s 10.22pm.. tml got common test math and SS.. today had science and eng.. science sure fail.. eng can make it.. studied SS a little.. math haven ... well.. guess i`m gonna test myself see my knowledge can help me score how much without studying..
sports heats... me , asznawi , farhan , asri.. 3 of them run so fast.. starter me.. well.. i lead others .. nt bad... but i pass the baton wrongly.. asz fell down... sigh.. asri dropped baton.. sigh.. can't blame the faults.. it's god.. lol.. nv helped us.. totally screwed man.. see like that 5a getting in and not us.. so fucking irritated.. if got a rerun.. i would say we have the potential to beat 5a.. hmmm... 12 X 50 also got last.. haha.. duno why.. the rest is up to taufik , fairi , syzwan on their singles run.. hope they win. : ] buck up dudes!! Well.. tml get class T shirts! wee~ hope it will be very nice..
Well.. my sweetie.. dearie... go camp 3 days.. ps me.. boo hoo.. haha.. miss u so much ya know that...and we didnt spend some gd quality time together.. so short.. i wish we had more time together.. well.. i can't wait to see u on tuesday night when ya come back.. missing u day by day girl! love u!
Hmm.. fadli job's maybe tough.. but gd money.. i`m gonna try it on sat.. hope i don get in tampines area.. if not paiseh.. haha.. i need cash now man.. pay bills.. pay tys.. buy some fuckin pens and needy things for myself. sian..
Well.. le parkour.. hmm.. in the sunday times.. go read it all u wankers. Well.. i bet sure got alot traceurs popping out of nowhere into the forums.. some may do it for trend.. some may do it for hao lian.. i duno them.. i do it for myself.. basketball is my passion.. parkour is my best friend. i can't live seeing the urban playgrounds so bored.. haha.. talking bout pk.. my eng compo today i talk about parkour.. hope can help me pass.. haha..
damn.. i miss the times with plod , hyder , zeek , zee , frinch , torch , angela and other cool ass traceurs man... they totally rock my world with their laughter and KOOLNESS!!! woo hooO!.. sigh.. the gd old times.. haha.. miss them..
Well.. i think that's it for now.. will update soon.. ya right soon.. lol.. take care peepz.. enjoy and gd bye! !!!! ! !!

2005-01-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

right knee joint can't move. didn't go school. mum told me was slping.. didn't turn.. blood clot at there.. ... well .. anyway.. i love your smell sweetie.. hehe. springfield lost to dunman 13 - 40. well it was our first match. kan jiong.. and they don know what their playin from my point of view. well. i didn';t know what i was doin.. first quarter got 5 fouls out already. well.. they could'nt have lost so much without me. damn. well. just gotta improve. next match. friday 1 pm 28-1-05 at AHS . springfield v.s cheung cheng hmm.. i heard they got a 188 center. looking forward to wack the shit out of him. maybe get him crippled is a good thing. or elbow his eye let it bleed.. hmm.. will see how.. ok.. got to slp. tml school. can't miss anymore .. well.. anoymous i can tell u that i will def last more then 3 months... and thanks. i got to have confidence in myself also. well. that's it. ok. i duno what hwk. die. nvm. hehe. bye!

2005-01-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya again... he.. first match.. monday .. AHS 4pm Springfield v.s Dunman. well.. do my very best though. I play for my passion. I don't play to win. I just want to enjoy it. Good luck to me. chaoz.

2005-01-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

Getting jersey tml. training should be me only.. ct and others got work.. hmm.. jia you ar.

My sweetie ... having first game on wens. Work hard girl. i love u. i`ll be there to watch ya. : ] don't be confuse or i should say try not to be. we can work this out together ya? problems are just part of our lives. We need to learn on how to solve it like maths and debate it like social studies. Let's get a new fresh start.

Hmm.. recently very sian.teacher all fuck up.. nv come school. free periods. suck.. cannot learn.. after interschool competition.. i should be able to stop slacking and start study liao. now still slack abit.. sian.

alright. i think i`ll go and slp. gd night world.

2005-01-16T14:01:00.000+08:00

Why did i wake up.I feel better after i woke up. Why. I want to feel insane again. But it's gone.

2005-01-16T13:11:00.000+08:00

I don't wish to wake up from my sleep. I wish i`ll wake up 10 years later. I`m insane. I don't know what i had done just now. Somehow i was a sadist once. good night.

Drunken fool.

2005-01-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

A drunken fool finally got so shocked and kept quiet without answering questions. What happened? I dunno myself either. Stop asking me to because i know the answer.Even if the answer is in me, i can't think straight.I can't get the right answer.Every step that i take hurts your feelings every min. I didn't have the intention of making you felt so hurt.Maybe it was a big mistake.Or it was. seeing u that hurt makes me wanna jump down and be free. Why.. what really happen to me to make u feel 9 months ago sweetie.. Time and time again.. i kept failing. i really love you. Don't doubt about me and yourself anymore.. Do you blame me for not bothering you for once? that much for hurting u gettin u back into 9months ago how u felt... I just don't feel like your boyfriend. I`m like hurting you every min. and guilty got to carry on living with me.All i know that.. i broke all my promises and i don't think you trust me that much already. A big sorry. I still want to continue to grow with you. Let's not push each other anymore.. i can't take it already.. i know you can't too.. I walked home liked a drunken asshole. banging into walls and tripping myself on ledges. It's so heartbreaking.Can't we sort things out much more better then this.. i really dislike it. I`m just so emo that i stone just now. All i`m asking for is you and nothing else but you.. i don't care how you treat me... i just need you... ....................................

2004-12-28T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. hope everyone had great fun on X`mas.. new year coming.. hope all things will go well and smooth for all. :] Ok.. i`ll type out my debt.

Angela : 10bucks , pk sg shirt .
Leng kai : 5 bucks , BK meal , ???? bucks 6510 spoiled hp
Bryan : 20 bucks , food + taxi + kindness
Sunny : 3315 phone. I Duno what to do without my phone. I Owe u hell of a treat bro.
My "cat" : 15 bucks , han river.
And some other cash and ppl which i forgotten, pls remind me.thanks. i`ll return my debt latest by feb 2005 . i`ll be gettin my pay on jan 15. so will be payin back everyone. so ya. very sorry and i hope u guys can understand. :] cheers*

2004-12-26T05:13:00.000+08:00

Finally .. my first kiss. all smiles. :] Merry X`mas.

i`m a mean creature

2004-12-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

i`m the first mean creature to answer every question. x`mas comin ppl! do your last min shopping before the day comes! buy gifts from goldlion!! be happy! cheers*!

2004-12-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

I never did once regret what i did. o.0 smiles. :] The hole u dig for me.. i`m falling into it deeper everyday. MeRrY ChRIsTMaS to All mat tapered , brothers , gd frds , best frds , traceurs , buddies , basketballers , My mum , my sister , my SISteRz and BrudderS , dudes and Gals , girlfriend boyfriend , whateva frd , kucheng , anjang , animals , monsters , ghosts and erm.. EVERYBODY! `xD Cheers*!

2004-12-21T03:29:00.000+08:00

i never did once. smiles. :]

2004-12-19T01:57:00.000+08:00

Since i got into Os.. might as well aim for higher. For now.. i`m plannin to aim for JC next year. BUt i don't wanna go in. So. It's just a target. This N level to me had boost my morale to study next year. I think i`m gonna stop all activites by march the most.. and study. Talk no use. FOr now.... PLAY. lol..

My tissue paper.

2004-12-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

ENGLISH LANGUAGE SYLL A 2 COMBINED HUMANITIES 1 MATHEMATICS SYLL A 4 SCIENCE (PHY/CHEM) 4 DESIGN AND TECH 4 CHINESE 4

2004-12-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

Half an hour more to results. Leaving house. gd luck to everyone. he.

Tired~!

2004-12-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

2nd day of working. OT OT OT . LOL .. alright ar.. for money.. lol.. over 9 hours of standin a day.. feet is gettin more painful.. haha.. i duno how those uncles and aunties did it.. i salute them. U senior citizens rock man! : P
Haha.. got a surprise from my frds~ hid and jazz came to "visit" me.. lol.. a big thank you very much . Made my day/night. : )
Made a couple of new frds.. uncles and aunties.. very nice talkin to them.. : ) aLthough sales were nt as gd as yesterday.. but had fun.. last day at tangs. Smiles*
Ok.. tml will be much much muchy nearer.. tampines metro.. hope will get lots of ppl buyin stuffs... hehe more money ar.. gen b day today* happy birthday girl!
so long nv play games and pk and bball.. hai.. a pity.. have to work. lolx.no choice.. but i`m glad that i no need to do nothing in my holidays. : P
Sometimes i think that knowing new frds are one of the best things in the world..
: )

Looking at couples shopping for x`mas presents and ppl buying gifts for each other just makes me feel happy.. i duno why.. got da satisfaction..

ALright.. hope that i`ll have a gd day tml. bye and nighty night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love is in the air for x`mas. : )

blehx wtf is this..

2004-12-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Well , mum came back from MY.. bought a polo tee for me.. not bad.. looks kinda cool. Went out with cl... he was "working" i followed him.. fun man.. went to bugis.. play arcade.. saw skills which were cannot be discribe.I got beaten in cvs2. ugh.expected the pros from bugis. Saw kero.. i played mvc2 with his "junior" i think.. win the person of course.. the person asked kero to play for him. ok. expected lose to him. he got the "dao" look.. lol... still as small as ever.. hmm.. saw tekken 5.it totally kick arse.
Walk together gether with cl to esplande.. suntec.. blahblah that area.. talking all the way .. funny and serious . he treated my ez link fare. 5 bucks. and blanja me 2bucks nasi lemak. thx bro. i owe u one.
Hmm.. i brought my frds to interview for the same job 2 weeks after i got my interview.. yet.. the person call my frd and he got the job.. not me.. wat the fuck is this.. am i that unlucky? this is shit lor. sms the manager. hope will reply.
Can't wait for fucking sat to come.WOo orchard jam. great. lots of eyes,girls,guys,tourists and most of all traceurs. : ) thumbs up people.gear up and rest well for sat.
Recently i felt the urge to find a gf .. or so called "jio" a girl. :/ i duno wtf is this.. but i`m feeling despo alright. but i don think i wan it. guess it's jus a feelin which i got when everytime i think bout the gd relationship my gd buddies had with their girlfriends.. caring..loving.. wateva shit.. hmm i don need all that crap now. but got the stupid urge. i guess parkour and arcade can help me clear that virus for now. lol.
Friends went for OBS,genting,holidays.. others working already... damn.. wtf is this.. it's very really fucking lonely. gotta find something to do.
ok.. that's all for now.. bye and take care my fellow friends/traceurs/buddies/whoeva u are reading this blog. gd nite.

pain.

2004-11-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

Arg. in pain. can't eat and drink properly. going doctor again tml.. but of course a better doctor. duno wtf is in my chest.. can feel the food going into your chest.. stopping for a while.......... slowly...... going down..... painful ..... it's like getting your leg chop off slowly... in pain... damn... can't breathe properly too.. blehz.. dying lah.. don't care liao.. haha...
Sian ar.. mass jam this sat at bishan... last massive jam for me i guess... hope to see lots of traceurs there... actually i was hoping for frinch,nazir,fagan,nc,bullet and other senior traceurs to go... but i guess they got their own stuffs... nazir and frinch going solo... nc.. duno what happen... bullet got wat Os... fagan.. maybe working or not free... man.. and also.. hyder.. seldom see him already.. damn.. how i wish it was the first time we jam together. total fun man.. hyder..frinch..torch..plod.. fagan.. sigh.. what's happening to pk sg... like what nazir said.. tried to unite it back.. but no avail.. i want to do that.. but i guess it's not worth it.
Alright.. nothing much to post.. everyday boring life.same thing over and over again. take care guys.. nitez... love u all.

I live.. things will happen.. i die.. things will also happen. it's a matter of good or bad.

`xD

2004-11-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

ok.. so long nv blog. Today went for interview.. was suppose to wake up at 8.. but instead over slept and ZzzzZ till 11.Had to rush there before 12. Took a cab.. well.. got the job.. but wasted 8bucks. o.0. i`m broke~! Hope to start work by sunday.. can't wait to get my hands on the cash.Hope ppl there will be kind and friendly.. and hope that i won't screw up.
Blehz.. parkour,basketball,night outings,wateva shit.. i can't go out that often.. unless after 10pm.. i`m willin to play after 10pm.. : P Any girls willing?
alright.. hmm.. these few days.. duno what the fuck happen.. like got a bloody stone in the throat.. can't swollow food or drink.. damn pain.. then today.. now.. even worst.. it went below and now's my chest.. everytime i swollow.. damn the feelins like a snake squeezing and wanting to crush your ribs.well.. i know i sound stupid and abit too wild for imagination. But it's true! It hurts! Even taking a deep breath hurts .. well.. what illness i have? oh.. talkin bout illness.. i miss my appointment with doc today.. -.- 1.50pm.. totally forgotten.. well.. think don't need the doc also. :/
Hmm.. well then.. don't think i`ll be joinin chamber of fear .. tell ct later... and going to watch jump london at plod's house and hari raya jam in baju kurong.. sad..
Alright .. i`ll go cook some noodles... i`m hungry.only ate chick rice in afternoon then went to bed.
Pray well i don't die.Or died. nvm... alright.. that's it for now.. takecare peepz.. have fun.. enjoy* cheers* respect*

PK:SHINO 13*

I control my life.

2004-11-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

i duno what's wrong with singaporeans thinking that ite is bad, ite suck, ite has no future, all ah bengs and stupid ppl go there .. wat so eva... i don care.. i`m stupid,i`m lazy,i don't study much,i like to play so i go ite? is it? damn.. i just hate it..maybe even u might think ite is bad.. well i don mind u thinkin that way.. it';s your mind.. not mine.. well, ite bad.. then so be it.. it's my life .. what can they do about me.. i know i`m being a little too violent and angry in this post.. but i really feel like throwing everything out.. sorry...i know what i`m doing. They care about me, i know.. but worry and care bout themselves before worrying bout others.. and also try putting your shoes in others.. u think i`ll turn into a smoker? u think i`ll go steal? rob? rape? whateva just because i got a group of pk frds? no damn way. i have a brain too.I know how to think. I know what's right and wrong, no need my brothers or wat so eva to tell me what to do.I`m slow , i`m lazy , i`m stupid ... i know.. but i`m still a boy who has own brains and knows what is right/wrong.
ok... pk sg ruin the image of real pk huh? so? can u do better? what mediatation.. so? pk sg is still parkour and still a freerunning sport that is full of non-smokers and smokers that is into this sport and loves this.Ok.. ruined the image of this sport? that means to say the sport and the traceurs are shit .. wat eva... i hate it when ppl insult my other frds and other things that i love/like.THey themselve duno what's the real sport and MY other frds.. and they just wank around anyhow saying THEY are bad and so called RUINed the image of parkour. it just suck. i know. but i just have to control it. No use fighting over such stuffs.No pk is not breakin us up.NO pk traceurs is breaking our brother relationship. AnD NO smokers can break it.EVEN IF I SMOKE,WE Are still frds.SO? U will leave me and fuckin get new frds and fuck me off?and treat me like a stranger walkin on a street? will u do that? tell me about it. i would like to hear.
Of course , i`ll have less time with you guys.But does'nt mean i WON't have time with you guys.I want to pk and of course i want to meet with u all too. Both are as important.If u say i`m just fooling around with no future. Then, fine. THink what U like to think.Cause i`m not the LI XUHENG that u think.Jobs.. no jobs? i`m findin.I want fun loving job. I know, i`m choosey.But i change. and i`m looking already. scold me,fuck me , diss me for that. ya i know. others already got tons of cash, they can buy wat they wan.So? not my prob. I just know that i`m changing myself everyday to get better.
I just hope that this ends here and continue life as normal.Sorry for all the vulgar language and swearing stuffs.I just wanted to throw everything out. If you wanna comment about this, whether gd or bad just say it. i gladly wanna see what u have in mind.i`m tired.
well,jump uk.. hope that we will get in da video on time and they will accept it.. great vaults and bails.of course not forgettin a gainer from torched and the usual tricking from fagan and qin hong.i just wanna say a big thx to zeek and torched for all those vids and pics.. of course every traceur that had made it happen. respect*
alright.i gotta slp.. i don wanna care bout so much. No use. take care and gd night my frds.
i hate life.but i love the way i hate it.

sian...

2004-11-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

everyday seem's sian to me.. well.. alright.. yesterday's jam was quite fun.. all that crap stuffs and some real pk bails.. ouch* hope fagan will be alright.. : P
alright.. job.. actually went to CA to take pass.. shit them... they couldn;t find my information.. but the lady told me she saw my information before.. -.-" so well.. have to wait and wait.. sigh. handphone bill's comin~ i bet it's gonna be 100+ cause i didn't pay for last month.. and what to do? i`m not sure either. maybe i`ll jus pay half of it first.
sigh.girl.everytime i walk pass , i`ll just turn my head and look at her with that cheerful and smiley face.Her looks are beautiful.I can't denied that.Well.She's just so hmm.......how do u say it.... well erm.. nvm... "
alright.. i`m tired.. i`ll get some rest again and some food. look for jobs later..take care guys` bye~

sian...sigh...sucks...sad...

2004-11-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

great mass jam on suntec.almost 50 ppl turn up.. everyone had great fun.. could tell.. went to seng kang.. makings of "shinogawa's towel 2 " haha.. in the process we had a bail.. metal tip tried a flow from about 3story to first.. had a slip on 2nd.. boom* there goes him droppin onto the floor like a doll.. lucky that he survived and had only a few stiches on his left arm and had a cast.. get well soon dude.
back to my life.still findin a fuckin job.ok..i`m picky. but already changed.regretted waitin for 3 weeks just for that CA job.. still findin.. no cash.. mum is having a very hard time. i feel fucking damn bloody guilty. can't go on like this anymore.
today.hands cold like iceman.. whole day.. even now.. think fallin sick.. but i can't ..grr.. better get some slp. math class tml. early morning. wanna go.. feel like studyin again.miss sch life.. hai. but i don wnana go sec 5 and miss out all my frds and see those pathatic sorelosers ( sec 3s) and those bullys that can only bully ppl from sec 1s.. i hate it.. almost beat up someone. But frds are not that important as studies --> that's wat most of u will say.. and me.. going to sec 5 with lonely feeling in class and sch for another year will be fuk. i won be able to take it. just sucks. well if i pass i got a choice between sec 5 and ite simei. ite simei is attractive and nice.. i can get a new course and go to poly in another way. sec 5 is shorter, but harder and unbearable.
For now, just have to wait for results.Get a fuckin job.not forgetting parkour and basketball.
ok.. i`ll get some rest.tc and gd luck for Os students. bye.
*no one knows how i feel and knows what i`m going to do next.not even me.*

Weee

2004-10-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

Weee... had real fun today.. went to sentosa 2nd time.. haha.. as early as ever.. apity not so many ppl came.. well glad to see pksg unite once more! hahhaha.. gawzy came, had fun with metal tip and "basic point member parkist" hahhahaha.. playing and flippin awy in the water .. hahaha...then after some time.. me,frinch,gawz and tip swam from island* to island .. haha.. got a few cuts on toes.. ouch* but nvm.. haha got to dive from da island.. shiok ar! swam back shore .. slowly change then went back to tamp.. met up with qin hong and hyde666 haha.. did a real nice chase video over my freaking towel. LOL! anyone wans da vid? i can send it.. hehehe.. if nt check out team dyno's webby.. hahhaa.. ok i was too slow* and too fast* in some parts of the video.. so don blame me lah.. first time acting mah.. hahahhaha!! okx.. duno wat to write le.. i go check out da vids and pics.. take care frdsz~ haha.. byex>~!>

tired but fun and stressful day.

2004-10-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

went out early.. met new traceurs.. went to sentosa~ play whole day.. fun...torched took some nicey pics.. faggy did 2 step wallflippy.. frinch did cartwheel to backflip.. torched still learning.. faggy did flashkick.. Hatta rock climbed and did his HATTAFLY* me? i learned kong.lol! nt a bad day.. got a sunburn.nt so bad.. lol..
after that went back to tamp.. parkour..497 tamp.. haha play catchin.. nabei i nt sprinter.. then i catcher.. fuckin patactic sia.. cannot catch anyone..haha.. but nvm lah.. then rest.. went to nearby stonetable.. sat down.. play.. vaults .. took some nicey photos.. lolx.. rest.. went to central.. met up with old gang.. go talk play game.. eat my dinner (wah whole day eat bread only sia) then went home.. my back now fuckin still aches.. i rather die then gettin this ache.. regrettin doin wallflip.. landin on fuckin crashmat..On my neck and back.. grr.. but it's nt stoppin me from parkour man.. PK:FG/Sg 4 life man..hahahhaha!
Ok.. have to worry bout bills.. fuckin shit.. internet bill.. 112bucks+ should be 58.80 duno WHY SO HIGH! tml go ask the fuckin person.. then have to worry bout job.. my frd.. so slow.. sian.. need money man.. bills..bills..bills.. how i wish can give them hell notes man.. *keep The bloody change* .i`m sian now. Duno what's wrong with this fuckin month. so suai.. just now almost lost EZ link again. Inside my bag.. got secret compartment but i duno.. find find find.. sian awhile.. then search again.. whew~ lucky man.. this month suai ar! firstly a duno wat blueblack on left arm*, then a crash neck back land on mat(this one my fault ar.. should nt try ar.. ) then now almost lost ez link.. then INTERNET bills so fuckin irritatin duno why so high! ar.. hp bill coming somemore.. i`m dead this month man.. duno where to find money.. think go lend from loanshark ar. lol.. ok.. i`m beat. that's it for tonight. take care.. everyone.. nitex~

zzz

2004-10-16T01:08:00.000+08:00

Yawn* Went out with usual gang today.. haha.. about 8+9.. at tamp central park.. got a wall.. we sat down talk.. chat.. then wall run.. hehe.. i was the only one who could tap a white colour thing high up on the wall with full pump.. = D!!! haha.. others could touch it too! But.. got 1 fellow.. he damn funny.. keep crashin into the wall..haha..sian ar.. played blind cat at playground ... lol.. stayed there talk cock.. then walked home.. shitzz my shoulder and back still hurts.. neck also .. sian ar.. i go slp liao lah.. tml still going sentosa with torch,angel and others.. hope nth happens.. ok.. take care all...tata~

weee

2004-10-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

So bored. Fuk. Went to sp yes with nart* shell king, nabei* and my lady angel` hahaha.. went around sp,walk walk.. eat mac.. they smoke .. i play snake.. anti - smoker man.. i wanna be fagan's follower. lol! Nt better to do.. went to rock wall area.. got mats.. took out.. started crashin into it.wahhaha hyder did a 1 storey drop.. woo` started to do wall flips.. thats how i got my fukin sprain.landed on neck then head.. 0.o~ suck ar.. haha.. but nvm .. not pain.. rest a while think can la. Hehe learn palmspin.. wah shiok.but still duno how to take great speed and height. Think everyday do.. one day sure can get it ar.. haha.
Ok today's friday i think. I`m broke. sigh*. Hp bills coming again. Haven save a cent. wahhaha .. diedie. Still waitin for that stupid fukin job.. so slow.. sian ar.. so long nv go play game.. think going out .. go find my bros ..they miss me man.. so long nv hang out liaox.. ok.. tonight then post again if possible.. chao~ ding dong dang~ sayonara~ bye!

HAHAHA

2004-10-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

Well, yesterday went to CA study whole night with kw,cl,bry.. haha.. lot's of fun , laughter and of course studying.. they were all knock out* except me! muwahaha! I was so free and lame that i wrote on papers that : HAHAHA LOUSY ! I AM THE LAST MAN STANDING!! HAHAHA! * and put it on the table in front of them! loL!! lolx.. BO liao ar.. well, Listened to some songs yes night.. helped me forget S* alot alot.. I wanna thx SHIN!! lol.. YI LIAO BAI LIAO! Best Song! MUACK MUACk*!! lolx.. Well.. i Just have to forget and don't broad over this stupid thing.. what was i doing man... didn't think that time.. BUT NOW! NEW! IMPROVE LXH! lol.. THinkin of exams and money... of course also my caring lao po.. lolx.. she must be real sad to read about my post.. yesterday got that kinda feeling.. haha.. Well.. lao po, trust me.. u`ll meet much better ppl in jc.. more guys and gals .. don worry about frds not going out with u to study.. Just have ta concentrate.. that's it.. THink about it.. going out waste money.. waste time.. waste clothing.. then need to bath alot times..lollolol.. haha.. stayin at home also has it's gd points!!!!! = )
Well.. Me now still haven slp since yes.. jus came back only sia.. TML N LEVEL ENG PAPER !!!! A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 !!! AIMING !!! MY TARGET!!! CANNOT MISSSSSSSS!!!! PRAY FOR ME!!!!!!! >.<" okok.. i think i go take a rest.. if not tml shack like shit then cannot concentrate..wah.. raining whole day.. shiok ... can slp comfy.... who wnana join me? lol! bye!

Sigh.. realli sigh..

2004-10-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

Well.. just as i tot i could be with her one more time ... it just blew me off with a simple ans.. :She's attacted..and somemore.. patch with A*.. " well.. these past few days have been thinkin of her.. duno why.. because of my GB lao po who broad it up? nt sure also.. i just wanted to give it another shot after exams.. didn't tot so fast S* would patch back with A* A n S was the closest.. nt me.. but i didn;t care all that, cause i just wanted her back.. haha.. wat crap am i talkin man.. that time.. this year.. 1month after june holidays.. we broke up.. her reason was to study.. i understand.. but i bet it was not her main reason.. i duno what it is.. i just hope that one day.. some one would tell me the truth.. She even told me : i`ll make sure that i`ll stay with u the longest." and it was just a month.. sigh. But that was all the past.. Today, just few mins ago.. she just told me she an A patch back... well it's a really fotunate thing for both of them.. i feel happy for her..but i`m feelin down,and out. Like being hit by a baseball bat.. like a ball.. flyin out .. maybe i`m thinking too much,maybe this is just my happy wishes,maybe this is just out of desperation? i duno. i just duno. All i know is that , i still like her.But. i guess i have to open my heart and let others a chance.. give her up.. it's still as hard as ever.. same as 2 years before.. giving her up is so hard.. worst then taking exams.
Well... i hope that it won affect my upcoming N levels.. there's no such thing as :i can't live without her" but i can't live without thinking of her everyday for now... But all i have to do is just to forget..
To S n A .. gd luck .. stay together 4 life.. all the best from me.. best regards.. that's all i can do.. take care.. and ...... ( duno what to say)
that;s all i guess.. bye everyone..

last bloggy for this month

2004-09-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

Yo GUys.. So lonG nV Blog liaox.. haha.. today is sunday.. hmm.. from tml.. chiong study for 1 week liaox.. don think i`ll be coming online.. N level.. well well.. i duno how i`m gonna handle it.. i just did quite badly for my prelims.. just pray that i can change it during the Ns..hmm.. I`m aiming for a 6.. Realli wanna work hard and get what i want.. But if i fail to do it.. then no choice,i`ll commit suicide.. wahhah!! no lah.. I`ll pick a gd ite with a gd course and continue my journey till i`m old.. well.. life's like that ya know.. no matter what.. there is always a way out.. ALWAYS A WAY OUT.It's only whether u wanna do it or not.. i`m willing to change my fate.. Until the N ends... it'll all be up to the stupid god to decide my next path in life.. = ) but no matter which path is it.. i`ll always take it.. Guys..Brothers,SIsters,friends,pals,everyone.. i just hope that u don mind if i REALLI nv make it to sec 5.. i noe i noe.. i`m a bloody useless freak. lolx. but i`ll improve day by day.. Well,hope after we all leave this sch.. we`ll still be as close as eva.. HOPE so ar.. but most prob u guys will have new frds and carry on with your own life.. haha..well.. even so, i`ll still contact u guys up for some outings or meets to have a gd chat and day sometime... hehe.. ^^
Sigh*.WHat a beautiful night... haha.. just wanna enjoy it for the last time before i chiong all the way.. this time is really chiong.. no crap no shit talking no nothing. it';s for real. I`m going for it. It';s my life. I wanna create my own future. hehe~! ok lah.. i go take a bloody gd rest... take care peepz. Enjoy And gd luck for Whateva excams ya takin~lol! Bye!

sigh.

2004-08-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

Everyday's a boring day for me.. exams,tests,worryin for frds,girl problems,frd problems,family problems.. sigh.. jus wnana relax and take a break man... guys... i`m shiftin to my uncle's house aready.. so maybe no more com for me.. so don send mails and msgs or anything to me.. sorry dudes.. maybe i can get back the com from my sis.. my sis's shiftin to another place.. with my father.. (stupid i don have a bloody fuckin shitbag lousy low tier father like him..) she's takin the com with her.. maybe i can jus snatch it back.. lol... sigh.. exams realli are coming.. i`m so stress up.. i wanna go out.. no one can.. cause everybodies jus studyin.. i`m also studyin..but i wanna go out.. can't everybody jus go out have fun for a day? then study for 6 days a week? jus that 1 day of fun... won die right... sigh.. ok.. not everybody think as i do.. so there's no right or wrong.. wtf am i typin..haha.. well this maybe the last blog i post.. so.. take care guys.. have fun.. gd luck for exams.. sigh.. can't gb anymore with my darling.. = ( .. well still can sms ya.. take care.. ya can post some comments about it here my dear.. take care everyone...bye~

SIgh..

2004-08-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

Sian... TOday was my prelim CHinese... flUng it i guess.. gonna fail.. hope can pass.. sigh.. nvm.. concentrate on SS for tml.. wow.. goota tell ya guys a dream i`ve got.. u all wouldn';t believe man.. i was like 12a+ slping on the first day of hungry ghost festi.. and listening to my discman while slping.. blah blah .. then came a dream.. i was at a ritual.. and alot pp was there.. they were gonna burn the paper doll.. which was huge.. like erm.. about 2 m.. then they asked me to stand far awy as it was gonna be real hot as they burn the paper doll.. suddenly i saw a invisible guy?or ghost??!!? duno wat it was.. it jus lighted the paper doll.. and after it was in flames.. everyone started running.. then the invisible guy/ghost chased after me.. ppl around me was askin me to stop runnin cause it will stop chasin me.. then i stop.. duno wat da fuck happen , the ghost/guy went into my body and i was like.. arr! possess! then i woke up.. it was 1.30 am.. a 1 hour dream? i told my frd.. he said it was bad luck.. well i`m not sure.. but the feelin of being possess is still very strong in me.. so eerie >_< lolx.. ok.. i`ll go take a rest then go study my SS.. i wANT A1 LOL! bye!

SIgh.

2004-08-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

SIgh.. 2 more days.. exam.. prelim.. fuck sian...now still using com.. sucks man.. SS study 2 out of 4 chapters.. and it';s realli not STUDY Lor! hAix. Frds having So muCh pRoblEMs.. I Must sacrifice for thEm... i cAn't bear To sEe Them in this state... sigh.. today 2nd day of hungry ghost festi.. lol.. wow.. today PE did aces day stupid work out! INDIAN DANCE~~ With inDIan TEchno! LOL LOL LOL LOL! bUt it Was Fun~ reAlli FunnY .. Next Week Got another SessioN! Can lAugh till i dRop again! loL! got 1 instructer look like Osama sia! lol! Wow.. today Pk for a While in Sch.. YEh yEH! DID a Successful Wall run today! WeeE~~ but my hand and my fingers are all wored out! lol! WOrth IT mAN! haha after exam Sure to CHiong Freerunning!! All THose IntreSted pLs go To www.urbanflreeflow.com check oUT man! IT's REAL Cool STuff! i`m AddiCteD!!!!!!!!!! lolx.. Today nV sAW Qx O.o.. Still Very COnfused.. liKe i WAnna tell heR.. but Don reaLLi hAve the Chance TO do it.. haha... nVM! i `ll jus concentrate on my BLoody SS this Fri first! WEE~~ PK 4 life ! bYE guyS!

SighSadSian* = Triple S

2004-08-14T16:51:00.003+08:00

Sian... Today olympic start~ lol.. sad.. prelims next week and i`m still slacking around like a piggy in mudbath..So tired.. Woke up At 3pm.. Went to Watch Swimming heats.. lol.. Our Sg swimmer Joyceline yeo got 4th.. lol.. not bad not bad.. clapclap* sigh.. i wonder what my future will be.. guessing is not a solution.. gotta make my own future .. only way is to work hard.. but can i do it? hmm.. i have no confident in myself.. all i can do is go with the flow i guess~Sian.. realli got nth to write.. lalala.. haven talk to qx today.. lolx.. maybe msg her later.. sian.. go play gb with my lao po lor! . byebye.

SighSadSian* = Triple S

2004-08-14T16:51:00.002+08:00

SighSadSian* = Triple S

2004-08-14T16:51:00.001+08:00

SighSadSian* = Triple S

2004-08-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

sigh..

2004-08-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. frds frds frds.. don be upset by the O level chi results... work hard and i`m sure u all can ge the grades u always wanted.. my prelims are here.. lol! next thursday chinese! arG! Haven STudy! Lolx.. Must starT to CHanGe .. i`m too Damn LAzy .. lolx.. sigh... no time to think about qx.. lolx. study first! .. sianx.. so many problems now.. shiftin to my stupid uncle house.. no money.. wat to do.. lol.. i`m realli scared i can';t pass my N .. hmm.. well.. but if i work hard now.. maybe......... lol.. wtf i sayin.. haha.. jus have to work hard and play hard.. ok.. gtg study liao.. lOL.. take care peepz` byE!

Hai.``

2004-08-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

So loNg Nv WriTe bLog lIAox.. lOlx.. So loNg SInce I BRoKe up WIth Her.. DUno Why.. The Feelin's totally GoNe.. ANd is Realli TotaLLy GOnE!.. lolx.. alst saturaday went to play ball with wx at sch.. saw qing xing adda , huda and lizhen.. then bryan came along... play play half way raining leh.. then we all go out eat.. the girls went to eat at Mac.. me ,wx and bry went to eat at coffee shop.. budget leh! lol.. well.. before we went to e coffee shop, i stand beside qing xing.. there was this feeling.. weird.. not like or love.. but jus this weird feelin.. waitin for it to grow..i think i have startin to fall for her.. well maybe not fallen lah.. ok jus like .. maybe that's the reason i forgotten sf ... and the feelins for sf was 2years+ and i jus forgotten about her.. omg.. i duno wats happening to me.. but.. time will tell everything.. that's all for now.. bye guys! and HAppY NaTIonAL Day!

....

2004-07-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

So long liao.. nv write blog...today's sunday morning .. 1:15am... sad.. so bored... well.. i think after this year.. most of my frds are going for holiday or migrating.. sad.. i`ll be alone.. haix.. but how? what can i do? lolx.. carry on with life lor.. hai .. exam faster come.. then faster end... haix.. let me grow up fast!! ARG!! SOMEONE END MY LIFE ALSO CAN!! LOL!!!

Sigh*

2004-07-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i wrote anothor blog.. sian.. alstone jus recover from his injury.. hope he will recover fast enough to PK again... nowadays is so boring.. everyday passes so fast and without notice,another day has come.. what have u done in the day? lolx.. study.. play ball.. no time to slp.. i found out that i didn;t have time to complete what i want to do.. so confusing.. so many things.. need to rush hwks.. rush projects and other stuffs.. sigh* how i wish time would slow down ... need to study hard ... lolx.. yawn* ok so tired.. take care dudes.. bye!

wat a day`

2004-07-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

what a day... went to watch spidey man~ lolx.. went with 13 bros and sis.. hahaha.. wah tml got sch.. haven do anything yet.. sian.. later then do.. hmm.. what to write.. lolx.. ok ... i think i`ll write about a story..a guy and a girl.. guy like girl for 2 years.. girl like another guy.. girl then went together with the guy 2 years later.. after that.. girl found out she made a mistake in going steady with the guy.. so the girl breaks with the guy..
-the end- ( pls put comments about the guy and the girl i wanna know your comments thanksx!!!!!)

Wah whAt a dAY!

2004-06-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

LolX>. Wat a Day todAY wAsz... PE.. lol play captian ball.. in a diff way.. find a partner,elbows together.. must stick together.. then play.. lol.. quite fun though.. lolx.. a draw 2:2 hahaha... Oh.. Tml MIsS Tan Farewell pARty at school.. lolx.. so sad she going.. hai.. the sch looks like is gonna plung down into the swamps again.. (if u know wat i mean) lolx.. wah.. today carmen and gen find we all.. give us presents she brought from HK.. lolx.. wx got jersey,ct got shirt,bryan got AND1 jersey... lolx. i got jordan jersey.. lol.. everybody "WAHWAHWAHWAH" when i open it.. lol.. O.o she even gave me a big GlAss PiG FuLL of STaRS~ Wah.. Her OWnseLF MAke One SIa.. so ToucH hahaha... ThankS ! lolx.. HAven COunT the Stars.. nabei so much... TIkam tikam guess.. think got 1000... hahaha... sian.. she say wat still got present.. lol.. kaox.. later bigger one sia.. lol.. hahaha.. Wah SIan today Utopia CL KD king Declare hostile WIth my KD.. lol.. siAO one.. then i GO attack HIm.. lOL... not successful.. wAHhaha for fun de!! NOw trainin mY def spects and buildin my banks towers guilds.. lolx.. i`m growin fast man.. i think when got war.. i MS him like siao!>. :P :P :P LolLOLOLOLOL.. hahaha..ok lah.. that's all for today.. TMl SPiderman open ! lol.. ok.. TakE cArE duDes~ Bye!~~~~~~~~

HappI bIrthDAy!

2004-06-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

HappY BirThdaY To My LAdy! 16 years Old liaO! wahha.. big lei~~ lolx..well.. she must be doin her hwk right now.. hmm.. recently we seldem contact each other.. because of stupid handphones! Spoil! DUno ish hers or mine... i think is both ar.. tml gettin my lousy hp repaired.. hope after that she can recieve my msg with no problem at all...well well.. today wanted to give her a surprise.. a pity.. went late! arg.. didn't got to her on time.. but saw her and joan at 201.. lolx.. sad... well.. pass her the presents... but realli didn';t wanna jus pass her the presents in such a stupid and not nice way.. darn.. wanted to give her a surprise.. grr!! My fault! ARg.. Nvm.. whats done is done.. should have send her home today.. regret... =( ar.. i`ve learn my lesson! To bE early and do what you want to do! Don hesitate! To U ppl OUt there ALSo! Don HesiTatE In WhatEva Ya wanna DO! Ok.. Tml Tues.. TireD~ STupID soReThoat! NB!!! CANnoT ShouT! ..HahAz.. Okok gTg TC BYE!

SIgn..

2004-06-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

What a day today was.. went to buy my dear dear present.. hehe.. hope she will like it.. hmm.. but from yesterday until now she haven reply 1 of my sms... = ( i called.. she nv pick up.. hmm.. maybe she's busy.. hai.. tml her b day`..hehe.. duno what to do.. haha..
Wow.. so many things happen today... j n wx together wah!.. haha hope they last! sian.. still got DnT , MAth hwk.. haha fin SS and eng.. fuck DnT .. how i wish i can drop... sign.. so sad..still waitin for her reply.. ^0^. ok.. tml sch startin.. gotta try and slp early.. ok.. take care guys.. see ya tml``

BYE!

so long liaozx..

2004-06-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

So long nv write blog .. hai .. so sian.. sch reopening liaox.. cannot play liao.. must chiong ar.. still got lots of hwk.. these past few days was realli fun...the gang went to de water park at downtown.. haha.. realli fun.. there's the slide where 6 person can sit inside and wooooo~ there u go! GUys u all should go try it sometime! But it's quite ex.. 20bucks per person? At the chalet was fun~ play mahjong, bbq, play with kitten..LOL .. ermm still got wat.. haha watch wishing stairs lol.. then watch soccer... nv slp talk cock laugh until no voice.. listen andy lau's song.. lol... freakin hell so fun..haha oh.. ya and kena bite by lots of mosquitoes! hahahaha... most of all.. can send my dear dear go home~ hehe`.. even piggy back her ar... haha.. hmm..wah after the chalet.. Ct jio me go play ball.. play lor.. then sian so tired.. then next day got match..( today) sian.. woke up so early.. just now slp so shiok! jus wake up only..hahaha no mood to do hwk le...hehehe! i think tml chiong ar.. hahaha.. ok.. that's all lahx..see ya guys in school bye!

fuck sian.

2004-06-21T03:11:00.000+08:00

I duno wats happening around me recently.. so blur .. ar shit. jus played fin front mission 3.. sianx.. 3:11am in the mornin.. can't slp.. keep thinkin of her.. i realli wish to be with her.. so long haven got a gd date together aready..realli dun wan our relationship to just like that fade awy.. can't let it fade away.. gotta do something..lolx.. well.. can't blame also.. she's realli busy this few days.. can't go out with her.. = ( seldem reply my sms also.. duno what happen.. busy? or don care about me? or hp spoil? O.o " not sure.. but hope that her feelins for me won fade away .. lolx.. today went to arcade.. play cvs2 with CL.. lol.. lost him 3 times in a row.. wtf lol! not jus that game.. but every game i play almost lose like siao ar.x... -_-" great.. jus remembered.. my HWK.. wah kaox. .it's goonna be tough man.. DnT,Eng,MAth haven fin.. kaox. only fin SS and part of eng.. hai.. but i can't give up now.. all my frds are hoping and wishing me to see me go to sec 5.. take my Os and get that stupid toilet paper.. hai.. i wanna do well.. but no one realli understands me do they.. lolx... realli need personal help.. haix.. haha.. first time writin my blog so long.God.. so hungry now.. lazy to cookz...3:17am.. still thinking of her.. i can't stop thinking of her.from the first time i met her.. i totally fall in love with her.. god.. she's the only 1 i like and she's the only 1 i want.. i don't wanna lose her.. lolx.. well i realli don wan. I want her! lol. jkjk not that despo~.. nah.. just wan her to be by my side.. care bout me.. that's all i ask.. and that's all i want her to do.. nth much.. i promise.. i`ll change myself to fit her.. i wanna be better then her ex.. of course i`m jealous .. haha.. but i just don care..i`ll do anything to change myself for her.. realli.. i just wan her by my side.. lolx.. what am i writin about man.. a blog becoming a super long essay? hahahahha... ok.. got to go and grab some fo0d~.. take care my readers` gd night`.

YaaWn!

2004-06-20T02:19:00.000+08:00

Wah.. SIan AR.. 2:19am in The MorNing A SunDay.. KAox.. TOday FaTHEr DaY LOL..! i no NEeD cElEbrAtE! lol.. Kaox.. Alot HWk hAveN Fin.. ActualLy toDAy CAmE oUt to Do But iN thE End TAlK n TaLk and Talk ! lol.. siao liao.. so many hwk! lolx.. haha.. later in the afternoon going to meet parent! lOl so ExciTed! i`m THe FiRst to MEeT BoTH pAreNT of my DeaR! ar>mUwhaHahhaA! lol.. Dear dear.. i realli wanna mention u in my blog>. hehe.. i don wanna keep our relationship secret any more.. Lolx..
Haix.. SIan.. so Long Nv Go oUt witH my Dear liaoX.. She so bZ.. lolx.. nvM .. i unDerstAnd hEr.. = ) hahaha.. Tml can SEe her lol!.. eRM i mean Later! wah.. sian.. lolx.. better go get some slp.. later cannot wake up.. kao then diedie.. lol. ok .. go dream of her liao.. byebye!!!!!

tiredz.

2004-06-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

What a day i had.. basketball all day.. haiz nv do hwk again.. sian.. tml going to work.. lol.. 2pm-10pm.. come find me.. at seng kang.. metro.. hehehehehe...1 day only.. haha.. ok gtg.. go my frd house watch euro!! oR!! GOal!!! lOL!

WOw!

2004-06-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

WhaT An EvEntFul DaY i Had!.. AftErnOOn WeNt to PK wIth ALstONe and Caine! Shiok! A pity The PLacE wAs Not thAT Full Of ReStricTions foR Us to PK... Darn.. i injureD my Knee..lol.. as i was tryin to jump off a railin of around 1.7m to the land.. i hit the metal pole and OucH!!! lolx.. but it's juS another blue black.. no Big Deal! haha!! www.urbanfreeflow.com go CheCK oUt Da WebBy! Yawn.. WeNT to PlaY Ball Too! WOw.. Ct bry They All Jus CamE BaCK fRom MY and We PlaYed With THem..! Lol not BAd goT 5 WIns!!!Muwhahaha.. Ok TaKE cArE GUyS! HoPe MoRe PPl wiLL joIn us to PK Together! BYe!!!!!!

Borin BoriN!

2004-06-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

What A boRing Day toDay IS!! WeNt to WaTcH NBA at My Frd'S houSe! Detroit PisTOns Rock! thEY WoN lAkeRS 3:1 HahA! NoT BaD STiLL goT FrEE DinNeR lol......Hmm.. Tml All of THeM COmIN bAck fRom MY.. SIan.. WAna go FeTCh thEM? STiLL nOt SurE>.. Ok.. That's All FoR toNighT folks` byE!

hai...

2004-06-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

SIan.. TodaY They All gO MY liao! So SIan!!!!!!!!!! arg!So mAnY Hwk ! HoW to FinIsh! HolY**** ARgARG!!!!! Well.. today i "so called" maDe mY cutiE PiE ANgRy.. oops.x.
Hmm.. CutiE's B Day COmin... hehE.. GonnA celebrate WItH Her!!! earlY CeleBrAtioN! Wee!! Whaha.. HoPe Will Be oNe RomAnTic DaY/NighT!!! SittIn bY thE beAch..WIth sEa bReeZe BloWin~~HavIn SoMe Co0l~Drinks.. SidE bY Side... Wah~... lol ThAT's My DREAM!! lololol..!! Ok.. i`ll StArt DreAmin.. go Slp and DreaM!! HoPe DreAMs CoMe TruE!!!! BYE!!!!!!!!!

Yawn*

2004-06-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

Ar.. today had a tired day... send ROcKy Off To hOmetOWn lol.. Miss Him Aready! lolx... Startin to worried for my hwk and money.. suddenly jus remembered my bills are comin! i haven save any! aR!!!!

FUckINg Day! I wanNA fIghT!

2004-06-12T01:33:00.000+08:00

Well TodAy HaD a reAl StupId Day.. My frdS anD i were Jus Hangin ArouNd at a nearby playground near a basketball court.. the court was fill with malays playing soccer.. suddenly we were chattin blahblahblah and the soccer ball roll over to us.. and 1 malay guy came to take the ball...he was so fucking lame that when he took the ball he said "what see see" i was like "huh!? Wtf!" He was so fucking lame! Well,then they started to find trouble with us,we realli wanted to beat the shit out of them and kick their arse real fucking hard until they fly from 1 side of the court to the end of tampines! A pity,we were in sch uniform.. couldn't fight.. wasted... And they realli had found trouble with the wrong guys... they realli duno who we realli are and how big is our power.. 1 of them was a springfielder.. he is gonna get it when sch reopens... hehehehehehe!! I am sure we will find that stupid fuking gayshitbag trouble! Well.. now's 1.38am.. in a few more hours,my frd will be goin back to indonesia..lol maybe goin to send him.. hahaha...ok now i`m with my stupid faggot bryan and desmond .. -_- .. they are talking bout how lame a blog is.. god.. how lame are them.. lol.. ok.. gtg beat the shit out of them..lol bye guysZ~

Omg... SOrry!

2004-06-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

TOday DonE My hwk.. then I WenT to Slp.. Why DId i wenT to slp.. i am so sorry my cutie pie.... >_< SOrry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I tot the program end at 5.30.. i slp till 4.50.. sorry!! !! I`ll ComproMise !! i pRomiSE!! ForGivE Me!! ArrARrr!!

I`m GuilTy.!!!!

2004-06-08T15:32:00.000+08:00

Yawn.. Now's mid afternoon.. feelin so slpy -_-zZZ yesterday night wanted to ask "u" to go sch with me.. haha.. but u promised "him" to go to school with him..lolx.. well well.. of course i`m Jealous! But What Can i DO? Well Some oTher TimE !!
haha.. today something happen .. she somehow quarrel with her frd,i was about to go out and accompany her and she was aready on the way home .. lolx.. sad.. i feel so guilty wahhah!!yawn.. so tired.. ok that's all bye GUysz~

HApPy B Day !!!!

2004-06-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

LOL.. FinAlly i`m 16.. lol lol lol.. so fast so old liaox... Alot alot alot of ppl to say thx u to... First of all to my dear brothers.. cheeleng,alstone,bryan,changtat,desmond,weixiang,nicholes,caine... 2nd to my sisters.. Joan,Adda! 3rd to My Special frd... hehe (secret person) Thank YOu MuaCK MuaCK* ....SPeCial THanKS To PEi Yun!! wHo PaID hAlf FoR my PreSenT! NExt IsH BryAN! My Best BUddy!lol.. everytime Go hiS HoME Ton NighT! HEhe.... Hmm ThAnkS to CarMEn Who SMs WhiLe In HK lol.. GOt monEy HOr.. Other BroThers,SIsters,My Tudi.. SPeCIal FriENd ANd VeRY GooD FriENds Tml THen Thank them!! HEhehehe!!!!! LaStly I WaNNa ThaNk SoMEoNe Who Is ReALli vEry GooD TO me.. My MOTHER.. MUmmY i Love u!! MUACk MuaCK!!! Ok.. Wonder WhaTs GoNnA hAPpEn LAter this AftErnoon.. NOws.. (1.23am) lol.. Ok.. I go D0 My StuFFs liaox THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!! BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LuckY dAy!

2004-06-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAi.. Another Day Pass... but Had a grEat tIme.. Win Mahjong abit only ..haha... happy liao...hmm.. i wonder hows she dooin right now.. hope she is fine and very gd.. think of me will even be better.. : p.. GEt WEll So0n!! wow.. just now WenT To PlaY BaLL WiTh e GaNG!Shiok~.. Wahaha.. Today And YestErday Nv Do hWk.. TOday acUtallY goT schO0l.. But i ForGot to SeT Alarm!! Slp UNtil 12pm! : p teachers gOnna ScoLD me liAOx.. MIss 1 chapter Of Lesson ALso!! ARr DIe!!!HAix.. B Day comIn iN 2 Days TiMe~ haha...hmm guess that's all for tonight... haha.. TakE Care ByE Guys~~~~~~missin the one i love`.......

Nicey Day...

2004-06-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Haha.. another day.. today went to have lunch`.. had a very good time with her.. i wonder if she did.. hope so.. haha.. she is always that thoughtful and caring.. lolx. Hmm.. just came back from a concert. by Junyuan sec..saw some spfers there too.. duno why they were day.. maybe because of band i think.. went with my primary sch mates.. Arg.. Sun b day coming.. don't realli know what to do.. hope someone or somebody will give me a surprise.. lol.. well.. i think that's it for now.. take care everyonez`... : )

WEeee~~~

2004-06-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

Today Was a nicey Day..

In my eyes she was so so so beautiful... no one could attract me except her.. lol.. had a gdy day... did alot hwk.. think left half of it to go.. lol.. went to have dinner with her and e frd.. lol... duno what to write here.. hmm tml got stupid school.. 9-12....
later going out again.. go eat with friend.. lolx.. what a big eater i am.. anyway , biRthDay ComiNg Wooo 16 So0n~~~~ FrIendS oUt TheRe ReMeMbeR to BuY PreSent Hor~ lol.. sian..
now i must cut down on my everyday spending... go less arcade..eat less..spend less.. lolx.. save money for something realli special for ermerm* .. Ok.. gtg` bye guyS~

zzzzzzzzzzz

2004-06-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

This is my 1st/ 2nd blog of the day ...now's 1.10am Sg time.. sian.. nothing to do.. just chatting with my best friend.. tml have to study and do stupid hwk

I`m taken. :]

Happy 3th month anniversary!

so long..........

Smiles

SIGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Drunken fool.

i`m a mean creature

My tissue paper.

Tired~!

blehx wtf is this..

pain.

`xD

I control my life.

sian...

sian...sigh...sucks...sad...

Weee

tired but fun and stressful day.

zzz

weee

HAHAHA

Sigh.. realli sigh..

last bloggy for this month

sigh.

SIgh..

SIgh.

Sigh*Sad*Sian* = Triple S

Sigh*Sad*Sian* = Triple S

Sigh*Sad*Sian* = Triple S

Sigh*Sad*Sian* = Triple S

sigh..

Hai.``

....

Sigh*

wat a day`

Wah whAt a dAY!

HappI bIrthDAy!

SIgn..

so long liaozx..

fuck sian.

YaaWn!

tiredz.

WOw!

Borin BoriN!

hai...

Yawn*

FUckINg Day! I wanNA fIghT!

Omg... SOrry!

I`m GuilTy.!!!!

HApPy B Day !!!!

LuckY dAy!

Nicey Day...

WEeee~~~

zzzzzzzzzzz

SighSadSian* = Triple S

SighSadSian* = Triple S

SighSadSian* = Triple S

SighSadSian* = Triple S